“But he has always love you all this time, right?”

“Yes”

“And he puts your happiness above all else, right?”

“Yeah ….”

“And you do know that he still love you, right?”

“Yeah, I know …”

“And why don’t you give him a chance?”

“There is just no chemistry between us.”

“My dear, love don’t need chemistry. Love is a conscious decision that you make every second. You don’t randomly fall in love …. you choose to fall in love ….

Chemistry helps, but chemistry dies out. Romance fades away over time, but love will always live for as long as you wanted it to be, and you can recreate romance and build chemistry. You can live all your life living in a fairy tale where romance never dies out, and that love is sweeping you off your feet every seconds of your life without having to work on it. But the fact is very different from that.

You always said that you wanted someone that will love you all of your life. Perhaps that person is already in front of your eyes. The question is, do you really have the right reason to reject him without ever giving him a chance?”

No exercise this week, no cooking this week. I even bought frozen food for lunches …. Oh wow … I was being lazy all week. This will be my first frozen food lunches …..

Made the excuse of resting myself so I can recover from my cough and runny nose, but in the end, I still only sleep 5 hours or less everyday …. resting??? Yeah right ….

I kept thinking I’ll catch up with sleep, but instead I’m getting less and less sleep …. sigh … how am I going to catch up with that.

Still got some cough and runny nose, but nothing serious, thank goodness. Oh well, guess I’ll stop being sorry about myself, and pick up the pace once again

Ah ….. this weekend will be moving weekend again … time to warm up those muscles … hohoho ….

Next week I’ll get back in gear, and you can count on it …